Jesus Christ it’s been a while. Some of my readers aren’t even alive anymore! I’ve wanted to write so many times but motherhood, as magical as it is has this way of sucking every last bit of energy you have, rendering you a lifeless illiterate…ammi right? ; ) My thoughts are so scattered most of the time that I can’t seem to put them into words let alone punctuate them correctly! I feel like I’m in the midst of a re-birth. I’m not even sure I can identify as The Farmer’s Only Daughter anymore….I can still be described with those words because they’re accurate, but so much has changed I feel like this blog and that title are a relic from a past life where I slept in, ate warm meals, had time for sophisticated crafts, filled my house with clutter I purchased from Value Village, and thought about myself constantly! I’m just not that person anymore. I'm still trying to figure out who this new person is…the 30 something year old woman with the full time job, a child I OBSESS over, a husband, a house (excuse me while I hyperventilate!) but as a dear friend so eloquently put it earlier today, I am on a journey, and I have so much to share. So I think the blog is back on. I need to talk this shit out! Better now with you than in my head at 4am, right? :)
So since we last spoke my journey has been filled with a lot of mental instability, a huge amount of success with my green beauty endeavours (more on that later), hormonal ups and downs, debilitating love, sleepless nights, a lifetime worth of breastfeeding that I’m still trying to kick (fuuuuuck) but it’s been totally amazing, between breakdowns, and as I come out these moments of cray cray I feel a deep sense of clarity that I’ve never felt before. I think it might be a sense of confidence that I’m getting something right? I’m happy as shit! I’m really hoping this isn’t a surge of estrogen that is going to drop off in a couple of days leaving me feeling sad and ugly...
But anyway, the blog is back and I would love nothing more than to hear from you. Say hi would ya!